I SUFFERED many punishments in the prison of Chiba. I was placed in the disciplinary unit, I was put in a room of confinement and isolation day and night, amongst other things. I was not a model prisoner. I received social support upon my release and I was involved in associations for the reintegration of former alcoholics and former drug addicts, shelters for mothers as well as a support association for the reintegration of ex-prisoners.
I was consulted on the reintegration of other released offenders, and I have expanded my activities to meditation, the Gestalt therapy and to personal development.
After having spent ten or so years in prison, I started to violate several of the prison’s regulations. I used visitor books to pass them letters and I blocked surveillance cameras. I wrote to the prosecutor to file a complaint on ill-treatment. I complained about the violence exercised by the prison staff and I asked a friend to help me report it in order to get around the censorship operated by the prison management. When they received the response from the public prosecutor’s department, they knew that I had filed a complaint. I suffered the consequences from it.
I was categorised as an “individual unfit for reintegration” (the most severe category) and I was isolated for three years without any contact; except for contact with the warders.
Despite being placed in isolation, I continued to communicate with other prisoners by knotting hairs – this multiplied my offences.
So, after a year, the court arrived at a verdict. As I did not have the chance to appeal, I lost my temper. I smashed the pane of the isolation cell. I was then placed under an even stricter regime of isolation.
The first day, I was very cold. To challenge the prison staff, I opened up the veins in my wrist with my teeth and I wrote “I am cold” in my own blood; out of fear that I would start to self-harm again, they transferred me to another cell for 10 days.
I was sentenced to six months in prison for breaking the pane of the isolation cell at the end of two years of proceedings.
I did these drawings during the three years I spent in isolation.